Hello Sumit…
Hello Sumit….
M tumhari kavita…
tumhari isliye kh rahi hu kyuki ab m jahan hu,wahan hu hi nai.
m to tumhare pas hu.
tumse alg to m kabhi hui hi nai.
zamana ho gaye tumhe dekhe huye???
Tumse bat kiye huye??
aj kuch kahna chahti hu tumhe.
Aj tum sirf sunoge???
tum na khte the ki jindgi badi choti h muhbbt me.
mgr yaha ulta ho gaya h shiv.
ye jindgi to kate hi nai katati.
Tum to zanziro me nai ho.
azad ho. Jb chaho tb kisi ko apni muhbbt bata skte ho.
mgr m…??
m to dayre se bahar aa hi nai skti.
Ldki jo hu?.?
pichle dino tumhare shr gai thi,
ab wo tumhara hi shr h shiv.
mera nam to kisi dusre shr ke parivar me jud gaya h.
ab na wo shr accha lgta h na waha ke log.
bs kuch yade h waha ki jo jine ka shahara ban gai h.
Mujhe malum h tum meri gali me mere jane bad bhi aksr ate the.
tumhari khusbhu gali ki hawa lakar mujhe deti thi.
Ji krta ki is hawa se lipat kr khub ro lu.
mgr hawa se lipat na pati.
or har jati.
kya krti…
Sanso ke ane jane ko agr jina khte h to m jinda hu.
Khush hu ki ab tklif nai hoti.
na khwab dikhata h koi
or na koi hakikat smjh pata h.
din na jane kisne khinchkr lmbe kr diye h.
sbhi kuch to ruk gaya h.
Abki barsat me tum sath na the mere.
barishe bina bhigoye hi lot gayi.
jb kabhi sdke me sar jhukati hu to apne liye pankh mangti hu.
kyu.???
m nai janti.
Ab aaine ke samne khada hona accha nai lgta shiv.
ab na mere kan ka ring gumta h or na gulab jamun acche lgte h.
shukr h ki tumne kitabo se dil lgana shikha diya.
bs unhi kitabo me khoi rhti hu.
jb koi acchi si ghazal padhti hu to sochti hu ki ye m tumhare liye likhti.
fir wo tumhara ek sher yad aa jata h.
“tu klm band,m juban band”……
to smjh jati hu ki m na likh paungi.
esa koi pal nai hota jb tum yad na aao.
Tum na milte to puri trh ji nai pati.
ye sach h shiv.
or ek sach ye bhi h ki jindgi guzarne ke sare jaruri saman h mere pas,
mgr shaame aj bhi thna hi guzrti h.
in udas shaamo me tumhari yad yu lgti h ki jese sukhe gaalo pr gile
aansu chalte h.
m apni muhbbt tumhe kese batau,na mere pas wo nayab alfaz h,or na wo mitha lhza.
Na jindgi filmo jesi h shiv or na kahaniyo jese log.
Ye janlo shiv ki hr sans ek esi hakikat h jo bahut darati h mujhe.
mgr himmat jane kaha se aati h.
shukr manati hu ki ghar me koi chehra padhne wala nai h.
varna kb ka mere chehre pr tumhara nam log pdh lete.
Kisi din jb bahut udas ho jati hu to tumhari shetaniya yad akar mujhe
gudguda jati h.
Kisi rat jb chand tumhe khubsurat lage to samjhna ki wo m thi.
kisi din jb hawa tumhe kisi muhbbt ki chu jaye to mujhe mhsus krna.
Tumhari yad kiski jindgi h???
esa koi puche to tum mera nam lena shiv.
bs ek tamnna h ki ankhe jb band ho to mere hath me tumhara hath ho.
umr bhar ke liye ye ek dua kafi h.
baki sb thik h.
neha aj bhi tumhare nam se chid jati h.
Mgr apni jindgi me khush h.
m khush hu kyuki sb khush h.
baki tum jante ho.
“wo khte h suno jaana…muhbbt mom ka ghr h,kahi kisi or ki chahat
pighla na de is ghr ko….
m khti hu..jis dil ne zara si muhbbt ki ho,waha fir kuch or ho to
ho,muhbbt fir ho nai skti….
wo khte h…sada ese hi chahogi kya,ki ab is chahat me zara si bhi
kami m gawara kr nai skta…
m khti hu…mujhe tumne sikhaya h muhbbt krna,mujhe tumse muhbbt ke
siva kuch nai ata…
wo khte h..judai se bahut drta h dil mera,ki ab tumse htkr khud ko
dekhna mumkin nai h…
m khti hu..yahi sdme mujhe satate n,mgr sach h..judai to muhbbt me
sath sath chlti h….
wo khte h…kya bhula paogi mujhe,meri bate,meri yade…
m khti hu.. Kabhi socha nai mene is bare me,agr ek pl ko bhi sochti hu
to sanse rukne lgti h….
wo khte h…mujhe is kdr diwangi se dekhti kyu ho,ki m khud ko bahut
kimti mhsus krne laga hu…
m khti hu…khud ko meri nzro se dekho tum,tum jan jaoge kyu h meri
diwangi itni tumhare liye,tumhe jb dekhti hu to jindgi mhsus krti
hu…
wo khte h..bahut bate banati ho tum,mgr sach h,tumhari ye bate khush
rkhti h,shad rkhti h….
m khti hu…ye bate hi to h,ki kuch pl jindgani ke tumhare sath kat
jaye,fir to door tk tanhai h or tumhari yade h…
wo khte h suno janaa…….
tumhari…
Kavita
M tumhari kavita…
tumhari isliye kh rahi hu kyuki ab m jahan hu,wahan hu hi nai.
m to tumhare pas hu.
tumse alg to m kabhi hui hi nai.
zamana ho gaye tumhe dekhe huye???
Tumse bat kiye huye??
aj kuch kahna chahti hu tumhe.
Aj tum sirf sunoge???
tum na khte the ki jindgi badi choti h muhbbt me.
mgr yaha ulta ho gaya h shiv.
ye jindgi to kate hi nai katati.
Tum to zanziro me nai ho.
azad ho. Jb chaho tb kisi ko apni muhbbt bata skte ho.
mgr m…??
m to dayre se bahar aa hi nai skti.
Ldki jo hu?.?
pichle dino tumhare shr gai thi,
ab wo tumhara hi shr h shiv.
mera nam to kisi dusre shr ke parivar me jud gaya h.
ab na wo shr accha lgta h na waha ke log.
bs kuch yade h waha ki jo jine ka shahara ban gai h.
Mujhe malum h tum meri gali me mere jane bad bhi aksr ate the.
tumhari khusbhu gali ki hawa lakar mujhe deti thi.
Ji krta ki is hawa se lipat kr khub ro lu.
mgr hawa se lipat na pati.
or har jati.
kya krti…
Sanso ke ane jane ko agr jina khte h to m jinda hu.
Khush hu ki ab tklif nai hoti.
na khwab dikhata h koi
or na koi hakikat smjh pata h.
din na jane kisne khinchkr lmbe kr diye h.
sbhi kuch to ruk gaya h.
Abki barsat me tum sath na the mere.
barishe bina bhigoye hi lot gayi.
jb kabhi sdke me sar jhukati hu to apne liye pankh mangti hu.
kyu.???
m nai janti.
Ab aaine ke samne khada hona accha nai lgta shiv.
ab na mere kan ka ring gumta h or na gulab jamun acche lgte h.
shukr h ki tumne kitabo se dil lgana shikha diya.
bs unhi kitabo me khoi rhti hu.
jb koi acchi si ghazal padhti hu to sochti hu ki ye m tumhare liye likhti.
fir wo tumhara ek sher yad aa jata h.
“tu klm band,m juban band”……
to smjh jati hu ki m na likh paungi.
esa koi pal nai hota jb tum yad na aao.
Tum na milte to puri trh ji nai pati.
ye sach h shiv.
or ek sach ye bhi h ki jindgi guzarne ke sare jaruri saman h mere pas,
mgr shaame aj bhi thna hi guzrti h.
in udas shaamo me tumhari yad yu lgti h ki jese sukhe gaalo pr gile
aansu chalte h.
m apni muhbbt tumhe kese batau,na mere pas wo nayab alfaz h,or na wo mitha lhza.
Na jindgi filmo jesi h shiv or na kahaniyo jese log.
Ye janlo shiv ki hr sans ek esi hakikat h jo bahut darati h mujhe.
mgr himmat jane kaha se aati h.
shukr manati hu ki ghar me koi chehra padhne wala nai h.
varna kb ka mere chehre pr tumhara nam log pdh lete.
Kisi din jb bahut udas ho jati hu to tumhari shetaniya yad akar mujhe
gudguda jati h.
Kisi rat jb chand tumhe khubsurat lage to samjhna ki wo m thi.
kisi din jb hawa tumhe kisi muhbbt ki chu jaye to mujhe mhsus krna.
Tumhari yad kiski jindgi h???
esa koi puche to tum mera nam lena shiv.
bs ek tamnna h ki ankhe jb band ho to mere hath me tumhara hath ho.
umr bhar ke liye ye ek dua kafi h.
baki sb thik h.
neha aj bhi tumhare nam se chid jati h.
Mgr apni jindgi me khush h.
m khush hu kyuki sb khush h.
baki tum jante ho.
“wo khte h suno jaana…muhbbt mom ka ghr h,kahi kisi or ki chahat
pighla na de is ghr ko….
m khti hu..jis dil ne zara si muhbbt ki ho,waha fir kuch or ho to
ho,muhbbt fir ho nai skti….
wo khte h…sada ese hi chahogi kya,ki ab is chahat me zara si bhi
kami m gawara kr nai skta…
m khti hu…mujhe tumne sikhaya h muhbbt krna,mujhe tumse muhbbt ke
siva kuch nai ata…
wo khte h..judai se bahut drta h dil mera,ki ab tumse htkr khud ko
dekhna mumkin nai h…
m khti hu..yahi sdme mujhe satate n,mgr sach h..judai to muhbbt me
sath sath chlti h….
wo khte h…kya bhula paogi mujhe,meri bate,meri yade…
m khti hu.. Kabhi socha nai mene is bare me,agr ek pl ko bhi sochti hu
to sanse rukne lgti h….
wo khte h…mujhe is kdr diwangi se dekhti kyu ho,ki m khud ko bahut
kimti mhsus krne laga hu…
m khti hu…khud ko meri nzro se dekho tum,tum jan jaoge kyu h meri
diwangi itni tumhare liye,tumhe jb dekhti hu to jindgi mhsus krti
hu…
wo khte h..bahut bate banati ho tum,mgr sach h,tumhari ye bate khush
rkhti h,shad rkhti h….
m khti hu…ye bate hi to h,ki kuch pl jindgani ke tumhare sath kat
jaye,fir to door tk tanhai h or tumhari yade h…
wo khte h suno janaa…….
tumhari…
Kavita
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